Tuesday, July 17, 2007

tantrums

It's so interesting how much change a person can go through in half a day. I posted earlier this afternoon so happy and inspired, only to turn cold, rigid, and uncompassionate only hours later towards a very recent former friend.

I don't have a poker face. I can't pretend to be interested in people or in things I detest. I embarrassed my husband and made myself look like a spoiled brat. I'm 32 years old still throwing tantrums about things that don't even really concern me.

Why are certain patterns so hard to shift out of?
What sense of self righteousness do I have to be obnoxious towards others?

I was very bratty. How can one deal with the aftermath of bad behavior?

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