Friday, February 8, 2008

passing clouds

This probably doesn't help either I'm having a very hard time today.

I feel jealous
I feel defeated
I feel like I'm not a real artist
I feel like I still have so much opposition in my heart and in my head
I feel like I've missed my window
I feel like I give up on myself too easily
I never follow through on anything
I don't feel I'm living the life I want
I feel like an amateur
I feel like I don't know what I'm working with, what concepts I'm working on
I feel like I haven't found my thread yet that connects me with my work with my life

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